This picture definitely captures the way I've felt over the past few years. The "Unknown" can be quite intimidating! Since my lay off back in October, I've been on the hunt for another job and haven't had any luck at all! Needless to say, its been really tough!
Everything seemed very bleak until last Friday when I was called to be interviewed by a really great company. Not only is it a great company, but it's a little difficult to get hired on, from what I've been told. To make a long story short, I was selected for hire! All I needed to do was pass my drug screen, which I did, and also, pass a physical fitness test.
Have you ever felt like you were so close to something that you could actually reach out and grab it? That was me!!! And then all of a sudden, I felt like the rug was pulled out from under me when the Physical Therapist told me that I wasn't going to pass bc my heart rate was too high. What?!!!
So, I had to find a doctor to sign off on my "second chance" in a place where I didn't know any doctors. Wouldn't you know that I would find a Christian Doctor?! coincidence? Nope, God! I'm not going to lie to you, after the rejection and the scare of a possible heart problem, I came home depressed. But I've been disappointed and given bad news before, so, I decided to Faith it instead of Fear it.The truth is, it's real easy to give up and throw in the towel when the odds are stacked against you, but if you can learn to abandon all else (thoughts) and completely trust God, He will amaze you!
Tomorrow I get my "second chance", and I'm trusting that God has all of this under control!
TRUST GOD!
"And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him most believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek Him." Hebrews 11:6 NIV